HUNTING FROM THE HEART

By Mike Bolton

Reprinted with permission by the Birmingham News

You try to blame the unexpected rush of emotion on the cold that’s stinging your checks, but you know the real culprit is the faint hint of light finally visible on the eastern horizon.

Back in July and August, when the humid heat sucked the enthusiasm right out of your soul, this is all you thought about – being in the woods again, being in this tree again, being here for the show too few know about.

You, your deer hunting buddies, the owls and crows are the only ones awake at this hour in this small part of the world. The owls signal the end of their night shift with final deep-throated calls that rumble through the morning stillness. The crows, already upset at something at this early hour, shriek their anger.

Minutes later, the sun peeks through the trees and the eastern sky turns from buttermilk to eerie amber. The new light silhouettes the ramshackle old camp house a half-mile away. The dwelling that a kind person might politely call livable is suddenly a mansion surrounded by God’s creation.

You shudder from the cold. Those who sleep late will never know that it gets the coldest just after the sun rises. They will sleep through a lot of wonders in their life, you think to yourself.

Suddenly, Mother Nature flips the morning switch. You had forgotten how intense it could be. In every direction – and all at once – the still woods come alive with animal life. A mocking bird seems upset about the cold. A host of squirrels noisily sashay through dry leaves. Off in the distance, a woodpecker rattles off his machinegun – like cadence as he pounds the bark of a tree for his breakfast.

A squirrel late for work scurries down the tree that is his home and comes face-to-face with a human badly out of place. He’s so close that you can’t help but laugh at his nasty orange teeth. The old squirrel pauses for a second in confusion, then nearly jumps out of his skin. The rain you’ve been expecting finally comes. It’s not a rain that will show up on some TV radar screen, but the rain that comes every frosty morning. The warming sun is melting the frost from the tree leaves and your tree stand. It’s steady drizzle, albeit brief.

The sun, now clear of the horizon, makes you sleepy. Your mind drifts back to the night before to opening-night-eve at the hunting camp. Few things excite you as much these days as this once-a-year reunion. It’s a middle-aged man’s Christmas Eve. Everyone has new toys – guns. Binoculars, camouflaged clothes.

And of course, there are stories, embellished by years of repetition but fun nevertheless. Having hunting buddies always guarantees that the otherwise unimportant events in your life will be saved for posterity.

There’s the story of your buddy who always sneaks out of the woods and back into camp on Saturdays to catch Baywatch on TV. There’s the story of your buddy who bet his wife’s dog on four queens – and lost. There’s the story of your buddy who placed his bow across the buck’s antlers for the photo and the deer came to and leaped to his feet and carted off your buddy’s weapon.

No one seems to remember that none of those stories happened anything like they are being told.

The want for sleep is unbearable. The opening-night-eve reunion, as well as the hours you lay awake like a kid on Christmas Eve, are taking its toll.

Suddenly, a movement jolts your droopy eyelids to attention. A doe and her two prancing fawns are walking through the woods, stopping briefly on occasion to munch on honeysuckle and other greenery.

Minutes later, two small bucks follow in the same tracks. After stepping into the field, they stand on their hind legs and begin walking upright. It's like a Far Side cartoon. They flail their front legs at one another in playful motions.

Those who are sleeping on this Saturday morning have no idea this world exists.

Except for the armadillo still rooting the ground in the middle of the field, the show finally ends. The deer have meandered back into the woods, the squirrels have returned to their nests. You glance at your watch and it’s almost 10:30 a.m.

You start counting. In five hours, you’ve seen six deer, six squirrels, two armadillos, a bobcat and a pileated woodpecker.

Better yet, you haven’t seen another human being or heard a phone ring. You think back. You haven’t seen such quiet in more than nine months since you last climbed this tree.

The thought of cathead biscuits, scrambled eggs, homemade sausage and gravy on the table back at camp puts a spring in your step on the walk back. Finally inside the door, you are bombarded with the usual questions.

Like everyone else, you didn’t see anything. Like everyone else, you saw it all.

Thanks, Lord, for allowing me to see another hunting season.